Sunday, April 17, 2011

You should know better, but you can't help but feel lonely



What was her middle name?

He thought it was Kate… maybe Jessica

Maybe she didn't even tell him

He wondered what she did for a living

She wore brand name clothes

She could have been an attorney

Maybe she was a stay-at-home mom

He could taste a fruity drink on her breath

Orange blossoms and vodka

Like a potion for intrigue, a remedy for all thoughts

In this Shakespearean tryst they were minor characters

It was that sort of night

Everyone needed to go home with somebody

The back of her neck smelled like flowers

Too bad flowers remind him of funerals

Even as he held her he still didn't feel close

She felt miles away, like a mirage

He kept trying to bring her closer

But she was forever away

Tight in his arms, yet elsewhere

She clung onto him like a child

He thought about how she was once a little girl

No more than 4 years old

She probably has a mother and a father

Do they know what she does on the lonely nights?

He knows he is the secret

He knows he is not the first

He knows he probably isn't her best

Yet he still stays the night

Because he's lonely too, lonely enough

And it's one of those nights where no one wants to be alone

As the stars pour into a gloomy sky

He feels worthless, but cared for


Blogging inspired by "Tonight" by Kate Walsh

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